Torn

Dec. 12th, 2011 01:33 pm
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I love AND hate it when you find those fics, those glorious, wonderful fics that are so beautifully and perfectly written that you just feel nauseous and want so desperately to write like that.

And yet it's so good that it makes me want to give up writing forever for knowing I'll never be able to.

Ah. My heart. It's like being lovesick again.

Siiighhh

Nov. 8th, 2011 04:44 pm
monalavie: (GRAVITY)
So....I kind of stumbled upon lily-fox on deviantart.....and I'm completely and shamelessly in love with her Toy Story fanart. And I really really really didn't think I'd be the kind of person to fav-spam artwork of one of my most cherished and sacred childhood movies.

But I am. She is so amazing. There's one picture in particular that I guess caused a lot of heat called "Soft Talking" that got a Daily Deviation a few days ago. I was so in love with it, and I had to show someone, and when I went to pull it up that afternoon, the DD was gone and she had blocked all comments. Now, that was a beautiful piece of work, and I didn't understand why that would happen. But, I'm guessing, with the people on DA and the internet sometimes being what they are, that there was a bit of uproar over the sensuality of the piece. But it was cuddling, people. Come on. Although I guess that makes a testament to the piece - they did look so alive

But it seriously pisses me off that there are people who are so blatantly rude to people who are obviously very very talented and decide to take things in a different direction. I'm terrified enough that I'm going to piss of people I admire, I feel I've already done so a bit on LJ, and I'm still trying with those people, but some are less chummy than others, I guess. Les sigh. Anyway, there's enough nervousness around trying to say something nice and decent and original to someone I love, meanwhile some people find it so EASY to smack talk and be rude and make judgement and just A;SLKDGHA;LSKDFJA;SLDF sometimes I really really hate the internet. The people I know on LJ are a lot different than the people I know on DA....some for better, some for worse. But I guess DA, being very visual, has more opportunity for controversy.

Nonetheless, lily-fox, if you're reading this, I adore you and those darling little expressive dolls.

Alas, I digress.

I should be writing an essay right now. I've got a page down and 4 to BS on Mother Courage and Her Children.

Should I post my Paragon/Renegade Eyes for SLF? I've never posted anything for Shore Leave before........a little terrified.

What do you think?

Geh

Sep. 24th, 2011 06:49 pm
monalavie: (GRAVITY)
obnoxious rant )
But anyway, I owe you guys a video. I'm just so stressed and not in the mood to do one right now with my eye make up all smeared. Need to get out for a bit, go see Lion King or something. Ask Zoe if she wants to.

Ja Jestem Jak Bogini. Keep thinking it.

Maybe smut will make me feel better. Yeah. I'll do that.

HNNG

Sep. 14th, 2011 10:07 pm
monalavie: (:3)
What with all the utter bullshit going on in a certain somewhere right now, there is only one solution in my oh so very humble opinion, and that is some absolutely retina-melting-hair-curling-shudder-inducing-brain-bleach-worthy salarian smut.

I've got three ideas and goddamit I may just crank them all out tonight. 

EDIT/UPDATE: Two threesomes, one solo, one xenopair made in heaven that NO ONE EVER DOES. Little sex drive doesn't mean NO sex drive. It means DEPRIVATION.

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